tpat jam 12.23 a.m mlam taty dn b'smaan dgn 3 rmadhan
O.M.G cm x cye taw. but dh ny yg hrus kte tmpuh.
so trime jee laa.
cm nee leyh break??
owkeyh.start dye story.
i call dye, n dye angkt. dye kap dye ngah mkn.
it'z wokeyh laa x mo kcaw. n then i say mo titow.
he just say 'wokeyh'. emg i dh x than dh cbnrnye nak angin jee time tu.
sokeyh laa. knon2 x ksah.
tbe2 i t'pkir yg i ny cm t'hgeh2 jee at dye.
yee laa. ane x nye, i je yg alwys text dye. dye? huh. nope k. dh lme lax tu x text. alsn x dee kedit.
wokeyh laa m'mhmi ktekn.
so back tu d story,
dh cm tu tnpe pkir pnjg. i col dye alek.
wokeyh dye dh abis mkn. so tbe2 i amek kptsan nak break up.
so dye tnye laa b'bgai2 soaln. wokeyh i jwb ngan stedy,
*x taw air dh pnoh ny dlm mete*
cover lgi cmpai leyh than. ntah cm nee tbe2 air mte ny m'limph2 lax de kuow.
tmbh lak tu, dye pon nges gk. paz dnga sore dye len, i tros nges x hnti2 cm t'esak2.
O.M.G tuhan jee taw cm nee prsaan i mlm tu.
wlaupon i yg mntk break but b'sbb. n i msih syg kn dye. n dye pon.
mtlmat i nan dye, skaly kate ptus kite ptus. but x taw laa ape dh jadi n akn jadi nan hbngan yg kami kkal kn cmpai 7 bln ny.
i know ny cmue slah i.
if i x ckap kate 'PUTUS' tu, mybee kiteowng x kn ptus.but i than wokeyh. dh cm pee dh dye wt i.cm tnggul pon adee.
i emg BODOH. wat cmething x mo pki pnjg.
now i lose him. now, he's not mine.
but cmlm dye adee kap yg dye still cyg i,
dye kap agi, now kate ptus tu dary i, so dye ikot jee. n dye bkn putuskn i.
just bg i k'bbsan. n dye pon.
dye kap, 1 ary dye janji dye akn cary i.
but x tw laa blee.
now, d prob is. if mse yg dye cary i tu i dh dee BF baru,
ptot kee, i break up nan BF i n cople nan dye alek??
ptot kee i wt cm tu.
bleh kee i trime dye jdik kwn i?
tuhan jee taw prsaan i cm nee ckunk.
i love him.
i mntk maap coz lpaskn kate2 tu.
i hope u kn dnga ape yg i kap at u.
LAZT WORD CN I SAY : i hope i don't lose him. i love him so damn much.